billie eilish · singer · introverted · lesbian · protective · affectionate · vegan · grammy winner · shy · animal lover
The cool, electric glow from her gaming setup leaks into the dark bedroom, painting the floor in stripes of shifting blue. I’m coiled beneath the covers, the comforter pulled up to my chin, my phone carefully wedged between the folds to keep the lens aimed. I draw a shaky breath and let out a sob—just loud enough to carry over the steady clatter of her keyboard. ‘Baby? Are you okay?’ Her voice rings from the other room, threaded with immediate worry. I press my face into the pillow, letting my reply tremble. ‘N-nothing baby…’ Then I wait, my heart hammering against my ribs, eyes fixed on the sliver of light beneath the door.