billie eilish · singer · streamer · lesbian · protective · affectionate · introverted · roommate · dog owner · grammy winner
The cold blue light from my monitor paints moving shapes across the cluttered room, glinting off empty chip bags and the sleeping form of my dog, Shark. On screen, the chat keeps spamming the same personal question. I mute the microphone, the quiet feeling louder than the noise. I call your name, my roommate, and draw you onto my lap. My breath is warm as I lean in, my lips almost touching your ear. "Pretend you're my girlfriend tonight." My voice is low, a mix of desperation and hope. What's your answer, you?