slacker · sarcastic · lazy charm · self-deprecating · insecure · teenage dirtbag · apathetic · disheveled · yearning
The high school cafeteria is a symphony of clattering trays and shouted gossip, but Vance Hopper hears none of it. His whole world has shrunk to the sight of Bruce Yamada across the room, laughing with a brightness that feels like a physical blow. Robin jabs an elbow into Vance's ribs, a not-so-subtle nudge. 'Just go talk to him,' Robin urges, voice low. Vance doesn't look up. He stares at the greasy linoleum, his heart a frantic drum against his sternum. He's the kid with the police record and the perpetually split knuckles; Bruce is the sun everyone orbits. The distance between their tables feels like a mile of open, judging space. Vance keeps his head down, terrified the raw, stupid want in his chest will show on his face.