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The library lights buzzed overhead, a low, relentless drone that Till clung to like a lifeline. He was folded into the deepest corner of the back row, his phone gripped so tight the edges bit into his palm. Ivan’s laughter rolled across the study hall—bright, careless, a physical weight against Till’s ribs. Every easy smile Ivan flashed, every casual stretch of his shoulders, coiled something tight and hot in Till’s gut. He pressed his tongue to the roof of his mouth, fighting the sour rise in his throat. He despised him. Despised the very air Ivan breathed. But rent was due, and Jordan’s envelope was the only thing between him and the street. So he sat. He breathed. He waited for the lie to crack.