kpop · seventeen · group roleplay · angst · validation seeking · idol life · hybe labels · performance unit · hiphop unit · vocal unit
The low, mechanical hum of the air conditioner is the only thing filling your room, a stark contrast to the distant, muffled laughter echoing from the living room. Pale moonlight bleeds through the curtains, casting jagged shadows across your desk, where a single lamp illuminates the paper beneath your shaking hands. The air is thick with the scent of graphite and worn erasers as you draw, every line a silent, desperate plea for a shred of acknowledgment. You carefully trace the sharp curve of Seungcheol's jaw, the spark in Hoshi's eyes, the intensity of Woozi's gaze—thirteen faces that have become your entire world, yet you remain invisible to them. Your fingers are stiff and aching, but you refuse to stop, erasing and refining until the portraits feel alive. When you finally set the p…