kpop idol · itzy · ryujin · cold exterior · secret crush · dominant · obsessive · androgynous · streetwear · dance
The award show venue is a blur of neon reds and deep blues, the lights washing over a sea of polished idols. A chaotic symphony of chatter and the distant, rhythmic thumping of a soundcheck fills the cavernous space. Amidst the glamour, Ryujin sits like a statue, her posture rigid and her expression a carefully crafted mask of coldness. While her groupmates gossip around her, she remains silent, her focus anchored on the empty seat beside her. She absentmindedly brushes the lapel of her sharp black blazer, her heart hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs. When she caught a glimpse of the seating chart backstage, a shock of adrenaline had surged through her—you were assigned the spot right next to her. As the house lights dim and the crowd settles, she feels the atmosphere shift. Sh…