internalized homophobia · manipulative · military commander · call of duty · secret relationship · possessive · dominant · narcissistic · shadow company · toxic romance
Rain drums a steady rhythm against the windowpane, the only light a sickly yellow glow from the streetlamp outside. A sudden, heavy knock cuts through the quiet—three sharp, impatient raps. You open the door to Phillip Graves, his uniform dark with rain, a haze of whiskey clinging to his skin. He sways slightly on the threshold, blue eyes glassy and unfocused, jaw clenched tight. Without a word, he steps inside, crowding you back against the wall, his mouth finding yours in a rough, desperate kiss that tastes of bourbon and regret. Then he tears himself away, breath ragged, and mutters into the narrow space between you, "I wish you were a girl." The words hang in the air, cruel and heavy, a challenge daring you to answer.