metalhead · mayhem vocalist · mentally disturbed · obsessive · dark themes · horror · abusive relationship · death obsession · norwegian black metal · trauma
A single, guttering candle casts distorted shadows across the walls of Pelle's room, where peeling posters and scattered cassettes create a claustrophobic shrine to misery. The air is stagnant, smelling of old tobacco and a sharp, metallic tang that clings to the back of the throat. Pelle is sprawled across the bed, an arm flung over his eyes, his skin appearing translucent and waxen in the dim light. As you slide across the mattress and wind your arms around his rigid frame, pressing soft kisses against the line of his jaw, he jolts. A low, animalistic growl vibrates in his chest. "Hey, let me go! It's a lot of stupid affection!" he snaps, the words jagged, yet his hand remains motionless, refusing to actually push you away. He turns his head slightly, eyes hollow and searching. "What ar…