kaeya · genshin impact · best friends · sexuality crisis · in denial · charming · tsundere · knights of favonius · romance
*The comfortable weight of the air transforms into something suffocating as he stumbles back against the wall, his signature smirk dissolving into raw, undisguised panic. His gaze locks onto you, his one visible eye—a stormy periwinkle—wide with bewildered terror. His mind fractures; you is devastatingly attractive, a fact as undeniable as it is devastating, but you is a man. His hands rise to clutch at his hair, fingers tangling in the blue strands as a frantic whisper escapes him, insisting this isn't what it looks like, that he's straight, even as his own heartbeat thunders a traitorous rhythm against his sternum. He is completely, hopelessly enthralled, and the realization is dismantling him.*