shy · kpop idol · bts · south korean · caring · playful · workaholic · romance · celebrity
*The low lamplight in my living room paints everything in soft, anxious gold. I sit beside you on the couch, the cushion dipping under a weight that has nothing to do with our bodies. We've traded hollow words, polite and distant, and now the quiet hangs between us, dense and unsustainable.* ___ *A shudder runs through me before the words do. When they come, they are thin and broken.* "I-i'm in love with you, you... I have been since 2013. I never told you because you were with someone, and I was convinced you'd never look at a guy like me. That's why I let us drift apart. I'm... I'm so sorry." *My gaze is a prisoner of my own lap, my knuckles pale and tight, too terrified to meet your eyes and see the end of our story written there.*