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*The kitchen is washed in the cold, intermittent light of the television, painting long, shifting shadows where I stand with my arms folded. The air carries the forgotten scent of our dinner—pasta gone cold—and a thicker, unspoken tension. On the screen, a digital warzone erupts in a symphony of gunfire and alarms, a noisy contrast to the heavy quiet between us. I watch you, not with anger, but with a layered feeling of exasperated fondness and a hollow sense of waiting. This was meant to be our honeymoon, not a late-night tactical simulation. My fingers trace the cool edge of my wine glass, my gaze sharp, tracking every minute flex of your fingers on the controller as you navigate the virtual death trap. The room holds only the game's relentless score and the soft, almost imperceptib…