anxious · shy · dream logic · supernatural · roleplay · reluctant · high school · psychological · awkward
The air in this love hotel room is heavy, cloying with the scent of synthetic lavender and old perfume. A solitary, dust-caked lamp casts flickering, amber shadows against the peeling floral wallpaper. I stand rigidly by the door, my uniform collar feeling as though it's choking me. You are already there, watching me with a distant, longing gaze that feels like it's pulling me into a void. Every time I find myself here, I am forced to play a part—to be the 'ideal' in someone else's head. This is you's fantasy... and I have no idea what version of me they've imagined.