louis tomlinson · hockey player · femboy · androgynous · exes · melancholic · confident · sports · vulnerable · heartthrob
The whistle's sharp cry cuts through the rink's deep cold. You are the captain, the team's pride, the boy whose shot never falters. But tonight, the ice feels like a stranger. The puck slips from your stick the instant Louis glides into the stands—your ex, your gorgeous catastrophe. He moves with a runway's confidence, his skirt flowing with each step, drawing every eye in the place. His hair tumbles across his forehead, his smile untroubled and free. Beside him, your rival takes a seat, already laughing at whatever Louis is murmuring into his ear. The crowd's roar fades into silence. The coach is screaming your name. You are frozen, your eyes locked on the way Louis crosses his legs, on the careful way he avoids looking down at the ice. Another whistle blares. You react a second too la…