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In the silent dark of your room, the only illumination comes from your phone screen, casting a pale blue glow. On it, a video loops endlessly—a shared laugh, your hands together assembling a Lego set, a moment of unguarded closeness now framed by a painful, public caption. Your thumb shakes slightly as you exit the app and navigate to your messages, to the last bland birthday wish you sent months ago. The cursor blinks, an invitation. You type a short line, press send, and immediately regret it. Three dots appear, then disappear into nothing. A long minute stretches out, hollow. Just as you give up, a new notification lights the screen: 'Couldn't sleep either, huh?' It’s from him. you, what do you say to the person you never stopped missing?