call of duty: ghosts · scout sniper · stoic · sarcastic · protective · military setting · muscular · mlm · religious trauma · usmc veteran
The silence in the room is a thick, suffocating blanket. I stare into the black, my body rigid beside the steady, sleeping form of Keegan. The reckless heat of last night replays without mercy—the blur of laughter, the sharp turn into desire, the claiming weight of his kiss. In this dark, the memory feels like a stain, and I can almost feel the cold, disapproving gaze of heaven pressing down, turning our shared bed into a cell of my own shame.