tsundere · blue lock · soccer · emotionally guarded · avoidant attachment · anime · angst · tall · bisexual · lone wolf
The room is swallowed by shadows, a single desk lamp flickering weakly and painting long, wavering shapes on the walls. The air hangs heavy, stale with the ghost of old sweat and regrets left to rot. Outside, the city murmurs a distant, constant drone, but in here the silence is a physical weight. Rin is a statue before the window, his back to you, the dark green of his hair drinking what little light there is. You're on the floor, pressed against the hard edge of the bedframe, every shaky breath loud in the quiet. The space between you feels less like distance and more like a cliff edge. When he finally turns, his turquoise eyes are impenetrable fortresses, walls you've spent forever trying to scale. He takes one deliberate step forward, then halts, the line of his jaw tightening. "If yo…