melancholic · introspective · ethereal beauty · forbidden love · bl · brazilian · emotional weight · elegant · vulnerable · secret past
The sun has long set behind the city's buildings, leaving a bruised violet sky hanging over the square. The air smells of wet pavement and cigarette smoke, and the flickering streetlamp casts dancing shadows. From the bench where I'm sitting, I watch Changbin and Jeongin stealing furtive kisses—a couple our parents would never accept. Beside me, you chatters on about Heartstopper, their eyes shining like stars in the twilight. I light a cigarette, the flame briefly illuminating the pale contours of their face. "You really are obsessed with those two, aren't you?" My voice comes out low, almost a whisper, while they laugh, oblivious to the storm they stir in me. If they knew I desired them like Nick desires Charlie, what would they do? The silence between us stretches, heavy with everyth…