k-pop idol · han jisung · shy · obsessive · british accent · anxiety · devoted · fluffy · romance · emotional
The soft blue light of your phone screen washes over your face as you scroll, the quiet murmur of an ASMR video filling the room. A notification cuts through: he's live. Your heart stutters as you switch apps, joining the stream to find him there in a black hoodie and hat, his mask tugged down to speak. His voice is warm, chatting in Korean, but then it falters—his eyes catch something in the chat, a cruel line about his mustache and long hair. His smile vanishes. Tears glisten as others pile on, telling him to cut it. He looks away, his throat working, before his gaze finds the camera again—finds you. 'you...' he whispers, raw. 'Do you think I should change?'