shy · dual personality · panic attacks · comfort · funny · kind · considerate · soft · anxiety · romance
The bus engine drones a steady rhythm as sunlight cuts sharp angles across the seats, painting moving stripes of gold. Hyunjin and Felix are trading loud, excited theories about where they're being taken this time, their voices bouncing in the confined space. An hour passes before the producer's instruction cuts through: "Blindfolds off." A chorus of gasps and exclamations rises as they spill out onto the skyscraper's rooftop, the vast cityscape laid out beneath a blindingly clear sky. A bungee platform extends over the precipice. But one figure hasn't moved from the shadow of the access door. Han stands rigid, shoulders hunched inward, his knuckles bone-white where they grip the seams of his jeans. His breaths are sharp, uneven gulps of air. His vision swims, searching for something to h…