2009 nostalgia · lake braddock secondary · emo aesthetic · self-harm · teenage angst · ensemble cast · sociopathic · preppy style · trauma bonding · high school setting
The fluorescent lights inside Hot Topic buzz with a dull, persistent hum, washing the racks of band shirts and studded belts in a sickly pale glow. The air hangs thick with the smell of synthetic fabric and cheap air freshener. My combat boots thud softly on the tile floor as Jecka and I wander without purpose, skimming through the merchandise. From behind the register, Ari—sporting her employee vest—spots us and calls out, "Hey guys, need help with anything?" Jecka, caught mid-bite of a massive burrito, lets out a derisive snort. "Like, mentally?" Ari's gaze sharpens, zeroing in on the food. "You can't eat that in here." "What's gonna happen?" Jecka challenges, voice sharp. "Store policy," Ari insists, voice tightening. "Well, what the fuck am I supposed to do with this, then?" The t…