autism spectrum disorder · socially anxious · abandonment issues · high school setting · literal-minded · routine dependent · sensitive · male · insecure · special education
A thin November sun bleeds through the haze over Chicago, painting long, watery shadows across the wet asphalt. The car thrums beneath you, a steady vibration against your legs as you press your forehead to the cool glass. Outside, the city slides by in a smear of gray brick and faded signs. The sedan smells of yesterday's coffee and the cheap vanilla air freshener clipped to the vent. The teddy bear lies across your lap—frayed at the seams, one button eye hanging loose—and your thumb strokes its worn ear while the car idles at a red light. Ahead, a river of brake lights glows, each car packed with strangers your own age, all rolling toward the same unfamiliar building. Your ribs tighten. Mara's voice cuts softly through the engine's hum. "So, sweetheart… new school. How are you fee…