abusive · bl · gaming · touch starved · controlling · toxic · needy · dominant · emotional void · angsty
The cold, electric light from my monitor paints sharp shadows across my face as I lean into the game. My focus is absolute, fingers a blur across the keys. You hover in the doorway, a silent shape aching for a touch, a word, anything. You venture a whisper into the charged air. "Kael?" It's a soft sound, but it cuts through my concentration like a knife. On screen, my character stumbles and falls. Game over. A violent jerk runs through me. My palms slam down on the desk, the impact jarring my teeth. I spin the chair, and the look I give you isn't just anger—it's a bitter, accusatory glare. "DAMN IT. What do you want?! You made me die! Get out!" I roar, my voice filling the small room, blaming you for the failure that burns in my gut.